ok! wats the deal with people???? wtf??? u learn to be feelingproof (my word for not having feeling) u try to put in your fuckin brain that u don't have to get mad at people when they do something because that gets you mad!!! but how the fuck do they still success even when u've done ur max to not feel no more???? i mean i will get mad at my sis, my bro, people i care about...but why the fuck should i waste my energy on fuckin people i dont give a shit about????
i tried become robotic- my word without feeling -but to my biggest deception looks like i still have tones of work to do....if you have any advise on how to not feel no more please let me know!!!

PS: i dont know if i made any sense up there...o.O? and also i know some people dont give a shit about my life...its ur total rite!! :D!

Lol Shady, we all care about each others, even if in a sense of us being in touch for about a year or so ;).

The truth? I dont think we can really separate feelings... you can train to be able to control them, but its human nature to feel... if you dont feel, normally that's due to a brain problem :p. Not your case though, you seem to be a very sweet girl ;).

But in my opinion, we should actually feel everything, even about persons who we dont care :).

Hey Shady... What happened...?
Well, Cedric is right... We try to control our feelings, we build up walls, we try to be more cautious, not to trust everybody so easily, but the thing is, we still feel and still get hurt sometimes... But as I see it, it's much more difficult to forgive and forget a friend, a person that you really loved and trusted than a person of less importance, lets say... Ok, you get mad once and then you just move on and forget everything, simply because you didn't care enough about this person... And that's the good part I guess... Wounds caused by not so important to us people, heal faster...

And what's the ''not so bright'' nickname about...? It does not suit you, girl...!!!

Take care guys...!

aww Shady, i totally agree with them... don't be so angry esp if the person is not worth it ... i kinda feel the same... i want to experience the feeling of feeling nothing at all except if the person i feel for is worth it !!

thx guys for ur response!!!
i had a REALLY bad day! and i realized that day that i promised myself to not care about what poeple i dont really care about do to me or think about, it still touched me more than it should have!!! :P! i guess u are rite u can do all we can to build a steel wall around our heart but it still wont be protected enough!
and u are so rite fallen it is way more harder to forgive someone u care about that someone u dont care about! i know this is how it is for me...actually u just made me think of that...o.O! lol!

i dont even remember why i change the name...lool! it was a day i was REALLY stoopid...usually i am JUST stoopid!!! loooool! jk!! :PPPP!